views of a teen rebel

this is just a simple online journal where i write down all my thoughts,poems and basically whatever i cant tell other people.enjoy reading.!

Monday, January 31, 2005

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WHY WHY WHY
DUN U GUYS REALISE THT I HAVE FEELINGS TOO?
U GUYS TK OUT WTEVA ANGER U HV OUT ON ME AND I AM LEFT WID ONLY ANGER OF LIKE 10 PPL
HOW MUCH TO TAKE
NOW M JUS SCARED TO COME TO COLLEGE
GOD KNOWS WHAT OTHER ISSUES WILL COME UP
I CAN'T TALK TO U GUYS IF THERE IS A PROBLEM CZ UL THINK M MAKIN IT UP
WHY DUN UL LOOK @IT FROM MY POINT OF VIEW
I JUS AM SO TIRED OF JUSTIFYING MYSELF
AM SO TIRED OF BEING SCARED TO GO ANYWHERE WITH UL
ALL THE TIME WEN I CAME TO YOU WITH MY PROBLEMS U WUD CONSOLE ME AND THEN TURN AROUND AND WONDER IF IT WAS REALLY TRUE
I AM TIRED OF LISTENINGI AM TIRED OF BEING QUIET
BUT UL ARE JUS SO CONVINCED THAT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN SAY TO CHANGE UR MINDS
I DUN WANNA FIGHT WHY CAN'T WE JUST HAVE FUN AND LET GO TOGETHER?
EVERYTIME WE R ALL TOGETHER IT'S USUALLY TO TELL ME SOMETHING OR THE OTHER
M TTTIIIRRREEEDDD OF IT
I JUS WANNA HAVE NO BARRIERS AND HAVE FUN
I TRY TO MAKE A CHANGEBUT HOW MUCH CAN I CHANGE?
I CAN'T BE SILENT AND SUBDUED FOR 15 DAYS...NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT WILL HELP...
THAT'S NOT ME...!!!!!
U SAY U ACCPT ME THE WAY I AM
BUT THEN U SAY CHANGE THIS AND THAT
U MAY NOT MEAN TO, BUT U R DEGRADING AND BELITTLING ME
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO GOOD QUALITIES!!!
I JUST HAVE ONE SIMPLE REQUEST........
LOOK AT IT FROM MY PT. F VIEW
I CAN'T TK MORE OF THIS...
JUST LIKE U CAN'T
I DUN MAKE UP ANYTHING
M TIRED OF REPEATING MYSELF
ENOUGH
LETS JUST ARRIVE @ A COMPROMISE
CZ IT'S BECOMIN TOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ME.
TRUE.
HONEST.
LOVING.
ME.
THE REAL ME.

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