views of a teen rebel

this is just a simple online journal where i write down all my thoughts,poems and basically whatever i cant tell other people.enjoy reading.!

Sunday, May 01, 2005

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................
he jus gets ON MY NERVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jus can't stand his voice anymore..oh yeah.. and i'm the bane of his life...and i'm the one who makes him n mom fight..and i'm d non achiever and i'm the one who will not amount to anythin in life while my frnds will become doctors and engineers and the like...he will give to me in writing tht i will be beaten in the boards by all the people who he used to call idiotsi only talk on the phone...i'm an agony aunt... i am irreligious... and fat... and all my friends are only using me...because i call them back..
FUKER....WAT DO U NOE?WAT DO U FUKIN CARE?DO U EVEN NOE WATS HAPPENIN IN MY LIFE?U THINK U CAN TERRORIZE ME???BALLS.......GET YOUR OWN LIFE AND STOP FUKIN ARND WID MINELET ME LIVE IT AS I WANNAU MAY BE MY FATHER BUT I AM NECK DEEP IN YR SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND I DUN WANNA TAKE IT ANYMORE...YR THE ONE WHO'S GONNA MAKE ME TAKE MY OWN LIFE WITHOUT THINKIN OF PPL HU REALLY CARE FOR ME..LIKE MUM..AND MY FRNDS..AND RAZA...YE.BELIEVE IT.PEOPLE DO CARE FOR ME.SURPRISIN HUH?THE DUD THAT U HAVE REARED IN YR HOUSE..THE IDIOT HU WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING TO LIFE AND HU ONLI DESERVES YR BAD WORDS AND ABUSES..AND HETRED...PEOPLE CARE FOR HER.NOW I NOE WHR I GT MY LOW SELF ESTEEM FROMU NOE WAT................I HAVE MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES..... AND I HAVE A LOT OF REGRETS..BUT THE MAIN REGRET IS UNFORTUNATELY ONE THAT I CANNOT CHANGETHAT I HAVE U AS A FATHER...I CRINGE EVEN WHILE WRITIN THE WORD..BECAUSE IT IS IN CONNECTION WID U.AND FATHER IS TOO NICE A WORD TO BE USED IN RELATION 2 U.
FUK OFF MAN...

U WERE BETTER WEN U WERE ILL..
AND NOW YR RIGHT..
I AM THE ONLI DAUGHTER WHO WANTS HER FATHER DEAD..EVER WONDERED WHY??????????

1 Comments:

At 8:15 AM, Blogger coolguy said...

damm is urs capslock key broken

 

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