*+^ a poem*+^

crying cos you 2 arent who i thought you were,
cos im not who i thought i was to you,
cos im not one of you
and cos it's like my world crashing all over again.
for the 5th and last time?
maybe you dont know cos you think i dont care.
ive got news: i do.
to say all the "i'm sorry"s and "love ya"s f
ace to face with one of you.
perhaps another 3 wks or less to say the same to the other of you.
it's never gonna be enough.
God gives, God takes, but God, do You have to make it hurt so?
i trust You'll bring more people to me, but this is gonna hurt more than anything else has before
love u all
im so alone theres no one here beside me-

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside
Learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall
Remember you almost had it all