very very weird situation..
i've been told to post summin bout her situation..
lol...
dude...
wat do i say????
ok..
here goes nuin..!!!!!
name: nazneen vakil
age: 16
occupation: student
description: cute...bubbly..animal lover...innocent..can be gullible...mad about hot men
situation: lives in vasai(no..tht isn't even in bombay!!)...
dwelling too far from college grounds...hence the decision to send target to a hostel
all d best wishes from her friends and family are with her..
yo baby
i sesly dunno wat to say now
sorry yaar naz...
mmmmuah so sorry
but wateva man
hpe it's ok..
love u..mmmuah..!!!!!!!!

i'm not sure if i even care anymore...
but i do noe tht i'll miss our mad conversations...
bout "L" and "J" and...
others....
and d diets and d anorexia....
hehehe...
i'll miss d crap we used to do in class..
i'll miss one of my best friends in class...one who i told everything...
there's something bout u that i can't place...
something..
weird...
that no-one can understand..
but..
wat can i say...
tc..
was nice bein a close frnd...
signin off..
me..
god bless..

dunno if i've done the right thing or not..
but i hope something good comes outta it..
it ws gettin too much.. the small stupid fights.. the "getting annoyed"... all in jus a week...of a 2 mnth relationship...maybe we were seein too much of each other..maybe we were jus meant to be friends and we aren't destined to have a non platonic relationship..maybe i'm blowing things outta proportion..maybe...
there are so many maybe's......
maybe..
i'm not meant to see happier days..
but i noe now...that i dun love him as much as i used to..and i hope this break will do us some good..
if there is an us anymore..
i have soo many questions in my head..
does he still love me??
does he love me at all??
does he hv feelings for another gurl??
ws this whole thing worth getin into at all??
....
hellp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
signin off...
me..
god bless...

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................
he jus gets ON MY NERVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jus can't stand his voice anymore..oh yeah.. and i'm the bane of his life...and i'm the one who makes him n mom fight..and i'm d non achiever and i'm the one who will not amount to anythin in life while my frnds will become doctors and engineers and the like...he will give to me in writing tht i will be beaten in the boards by all the people who he used to call idiotsi only talk on the phone...i'm an agony aunt... i am irreligious... and fat... and all my friends are only using me...because i call them back..
FUKER....WAT DO U NOE?WAT DO U FUKIN CARE?DO U EVEN NOE WATS HAPPENIN IN MY LIFE?U THINK U CAN TERRORIZE ME???BALLS.......GET YOUR OWN LIFE AND STOP FUKIN ARND WID MINELET ME LIVE IT AS I WANNAU MAY BE MY FATHER BUT I AM NECK DEEP IN YR SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND I DUN WANNA TAKE IT ANYMORE...YR THE ONE WHO'S GONNA MAKE ME TAKE MY OWN LIFE WITHOUT THINKIN OF PPL HU REALLY CARE FOR ME..LIKE MUM..AND MY FRNDS..AND RAZA...YE.BELIEVE IT.PEOPLE DO CARE FOR ME.SURPRISIN HUH?THE DUD THAT U HAVE REARED IN YR HOUSE..THE IDIOT HU WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING TO LIFE AND HU ONLI DESERVES YR BAD WORDS AND ABUSES..AND HETRED...PEOPLE CARE FOR HER.NOW I NOE WHR I GT MY LOW SELF ESTEEM FROMU NOE WAT................I HAVE MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES..... AND I HAVE A LOT OF REGRETS..BUT THE MAIN REGRET IS UNFORTUNATELY ONE THAT I CANNOT CHANGETHAT I HAVE U AS A FATHER...I CRINGE EVEN WHILE WRITIN THE WORD..BECAUSE IT IS IN CONNECTION WID U.AND FATHER IS TOO NICE A WORD TO BE USED IN RELATION 2 U.
FUK OFF MAN...
U WERE BETTER WEN U WERE ILL..
AND NOW YR RIGHT..
I AM THE ONLI DAUGHTER WHO WANTS HER FATHER DEAD..EVER WONDERED WHY??????????