views of a teen rebel

this is just a simple online journal where i write down all my thoughts,poems and basically whatever i cant tell other people.enjoy reading.!

Friday, October 29, 2004

*+^love..is a many splendid thing*+^

it makes the world go ROUND
it changes a seemingly psyched person to a sweet...loving....caring girl....
it makes u CRAZY u can't stop talking...thinking...wanting...him/her
LOVE...IT'S A BLIND EMOTION....makes u see things in a different light....makes u think in a way u never thought u cud think before......
Love is the only thing that opens your eyes to a WHOLE new world.
Love,will make you a better person...caring compassionate and understanding.
It is said that in some corner of this world,there is someone...waiting for your touch,your smile and your love.
And even if u wait your entire life for that special someone...love makes it all worthwile...
Love.
Isn't it a splendid thing???

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*+^whats wrong with the world?*+^

my friends are actin weird
i dont noe wot to say
it eats me up each n every day!!!

i dunno how to bring it up
this feelin inside
it eats up my body soul and mind

someone is ignoring,someone's acting diff
most of them act as if i dont exist!
i should've left...i know i wouldnt have been missed....

i told them i dint lie...they al believed me then
and now as i silently observe them....
they've changed drastically...y rnt they the same

i aint namin no names....aint quotin no words...
but ppl either dont belive me r summin they've hid...
they rnt d same ppl i became frnds wid

she said she was my best frnd...she'd always b der...
now she acts like im jus anyone....noone....
like im an ordinary thing under the sun

he said i ws a close frnd.....i knew he lied....
is it cuz they think i like him...
id rather die!!!

is this life....coz man it's hard...
y cant we jus have a blast.....
life aint always gonna last

let's live n let live...thts wt i wanna say...
let's not wait....
LET'S BEGIN TODAY!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, October 26, 2004

where is the love???

october 27:10 people killed
october 28:bomb blast in......23 dead
october 29:terrorist attack in....49 left dead,76 injured.
get my drift??
people are being killed like flies...innocent lives swatted...with just one"BANG"or one"KABOOM".
I have just one,simple,three-lettered question:
WHY.
why would a person like Osama's terrorist crash a plane full of INNOCENT people into the twin towers??
why would the Kandahar hijackers hijack the Indian Airlines plane?(p.s.:my father was supposed to be on that plane)
most of the time,the hostages are not even known to the hijackers....they haven't even met...or spoken.even once.
in russia....innocent women and children were killed mercilessly....
WHERE IS THE LOVE???
love thy neighbour...it doesnt end there......
love thy people
love thyself
love.
cause...if u dont have LOVE....what DO u have?
if u dont have PEACE....what's left?
help....!!!
cause im so confused....
it doesnt make any sense...
help me out here!!!
signin off.....
anisha.



life after school

school's over and done with.
i gave my boards,slogged,got a decent enough percentage.enough to get into the best college for arts in mumbai...St Xavier's.
First i was afraid......i was petrified(alright that is tina turner!!!!)
but college is all i have expected..and more.
It is a totally home away from home experience.something i will cherish for the rest of my life.
being a Xavierite is....having that edge...being a cut above the rest....
People know when you're a Xavierite!it shows in your dressing sense...your mannerisms...the way you walk...talk...conduct yourself.
I am proud to be a member of this totally AWESOME place....
the staff is excellent...
the people are excellent....
what more do we need???
but of course...life isnt a bed of roses....yes ,of course i have my problems and fights...
my friends circle isn't what i hoped it would be...at first it seemed TOO PERFECT ..Now it's too weird for words...hope that all works out...my parents arent exactly mr and mrs brady....and overall yes i do get low and i do get weird thots...but my thinkin is...what has to happen...que sera sera
anyways...
bye...
tell me what u thought of my 1st little baby...
anisha